June 24, 2024

BE-com-ing Authentically Me

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“Finding yourself is an uncovering of the hidden gem”. These are the words of my guest, Birgitta Visser.
Birgitta is truly a soul healer, reaching beyond the present world to gain the intuition and wisdom to help others to heal from emotional trauma in their lives.
She will discuss the importance of living in the here and now, and seeking the frequencies of life that will bring us to a better place and life experience.
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At the end of the day, it's not about what

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you have or even what you've accomplished. It's about what

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you've done with those accomplishments. It's about who you've lifted up,

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who you've made better. It's about what you've given back.

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Thanzel Washington, Welcome to Inspire Vision. Our sole purpose is

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to elevate the lives of others and to inspire you

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to do the same.

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Berdie, Welcome to the show.

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Hi, doctor Doug, thank you so much for having on

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your show.

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Hey, it's great to have you. And where are you

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living right now.

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On the other side of the globe from you. I'm

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in Spain. I'm in the Costa Blanca.

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Oh wow, that is so exciting. So I love your

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I love what you've written about yourself, your bio and

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so forth. But what I'd like for you to do

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is share with the audience who are you and what

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has been your journey to bring you to this point

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in your life where you're obviously helping many people and

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you're writing a number of books.

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Yeah, well you're asking me a question. So it's like, well,

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I'm like you just this consciousness in this body having

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a human experience, right, but no, but yeah, I mean

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I still have one food in the corporate world. But

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I am a channel. I'm a light language healer, which

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is like, people like, what what are you? What's light language?

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And so it's it's a different healing modality and it's

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pretty it's as you would call it alternative, but it's

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ancient and it's all about the DNA activations repairs and

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it's so so healing. But your mind is not going

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to comprehend it, but your soul understands the light coach

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just beautifully. And it's just using my voice box and

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it sounds like globalbgook. It's not like durable language, but

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that's okay. So and then I'm a solid empowerment coach

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as well. But I've studied so many healing modalities to

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get to where I am today because my life was

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marred with trauma. That's what I signed up for.

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Well, and you don't have to get into the specifics,

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but kind of share what your life has been like

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and what finally brought you to this point where you've

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studied and you've recognized your talents and so forth.

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Oh, my life's been on what I would call a

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rollercoaster on steroids literally, And I mean we all go

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through different types of trauma and pain and whatever we

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go through, whatever pain we go through, it's not about

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it's not about hiding away and thinking, you know, why

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is this happening to me? But it's rather, actually, you

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know what, why is this happening for me? Because many

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people remain in that victim hote and I'll put it

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in a nutshell because people will say, yeah, but maybe

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you didn't go through that, or maybe you didn't go

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through that. But I mean I was abused by a

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friend of the family when I was about ten years old.

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I lost my dad when I was fourteen to coroinary

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heart disease, but he knew he was going to die

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and he didn't take his medication. So what it was

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in a form of suicide I guess he just walked

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out a life. And you know, I was bullied in

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high school because I was five to eleven, I was

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super skinny, and kids copied my homework and I was

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just very I had no self work, absolutely none. I

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would look in the mirror and just hate myself. And

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so even when my mom put me on a modeling course,

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just a crick of my confidence. That didn't help me either.

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And my stepdad passed away when I was about twenty

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five to cancer. I rolled in with Oh, they were

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my friends, and because they always wanted to see my

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happy face. It was really about you know. I mean

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I did dress for months and then from one day

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to the next, I just stopped because I couldn't go

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on like that anymore. But because I carried all this

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trauma with me and I didn't heal, I rolled into

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dysfunctional relationships. And it was only until two thousand and

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nine when I really hit rock rock bottom with another

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broken bird that I had attracted because I was a

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broken bird, and that I really hit rock bottom and

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he was a part time crack addict, something I didn't know.

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But I think my fault at the time was that

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it's not really a fault. It's an experience, is that

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I tried to save them. We need to allow people

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to walk their own path. We don't always do that

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because we had to mold them to our own liking

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and it doesn't work that way, because at the end

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of the day, I was also hurting myself because I

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was walking through hell to try and save someone. And

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he's doing very well now, but he was held for

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ransom by the Dutch crips in Holland. So I helped

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the police and it was deported back to the US

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all those years ago. But like I said, he sorted

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out his life finally, and that's when I commenced walking

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the holistic path because I to go down the whole

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box of ibupro and well, I woke up the next

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day and it was kind of like a lame attent

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at my own life. But I went to see a

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counselor and all the counselor said to me, he was like, well,

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you're strong enough, you'll be okay, And that wasn't working

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for me. And so that's when I did the research

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and I found a reiki healer and that was the

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start of my holistic journey. Well, I look.

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Yeah, honestly, when you talk about being a mystic, what

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what does that mean? And when did you come to

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that type of realization and really what does it mean?

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Yeah, it's kind of because I'm you know, years later

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when I studied light language heal, because I studied many

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many healing modalities. It's kind of like people have said,

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were you like a mystic? I'm just well, I'm just

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me and so because I'm a little bit out there,

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you know, I traveled the Astro claims as well. I

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see a lot of other light beings and that's part

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of my normal. And so yeah, so people call me like,

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you know, I'm a mystic, I'm a light language healer.

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What is a light language healer? I honestly, I've never

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heard the term white language healing. So I'd love for

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you to explain to me and to the audience what

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is that.

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The It's like the cosmic language of love, because at

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our essence, at our core, we are love and that's

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our key ingredient. But when we when we are born,

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then we grow up, we kind of lose that because

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we're so conditioned and we live a certain way, we

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act a certain way. Many people do not feel at

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ease within their own skin. And I call that I

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this ease with ourselves because our soul is not aligned

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with our and it's all about well, yeah, it's all

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about understanding yourself, but it's also about being who you

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are and being comfortable within yourself. Then it doesn't matter

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what people think of you. It matters what you think

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of you and how you feel about yourself, something that

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people don't always get because they think they have to

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be a certain way, and I think that's a lot

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of garbage, to be honest, And it took me a

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long time to figure that out because for me, at

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the end of the day, it was I mean, I

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used to starve myself for years. I used to do

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that because that was my coping mechanism. And so it's

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working seven days a week. But light language healing is

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something that, as I said earlier, on a conscious level,

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you're not going to comprehend it. But on the soul level,

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your soul understands the coach just beautifully. And it's me

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using my voice I mean, you know, it's using my

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voice box, but it's whatever I get through, and like

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I said, you're not going to understand it, but it

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is so full sometimes and the healing that I have

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seen because I've also experienced it. When it first happened

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to me, I was like, oh my gosh, this is amazing.

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And it really helped heal my knee. In one session

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the pain was gone. And sometimes you will delve into

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past lives and oh, when I do the light language,

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I will get messages and then relay them. But yeah,

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sometimes go into past lives as well, and that gets healed.

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And many people that I've quite a few people that

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I've helped, one overcame her fear, one was in a

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toxic relationship and so it's your whole home to start again.

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And another one was able to walk properly again. So

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it's all different.

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So is it something that someone can personally take advantage

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of and learn how to do or is this something

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that only individuals such as yourself can offer.

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To other people.

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Nope, anybody can do it. I always say this, You

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do anything you set your mind to. Anybody. Every anyone

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has these what you call abilities. But it's putting the

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time and the effort in. So it doesn't matter if

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you want to study reiki or any any other holistic

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there you have the abilities within you, but whether you

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decide to utilize them or open up that package that

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is entirely up to you.

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Okay, So I'm your friend and I want to learn

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how I can tap into this life language healing process.

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How do I do it? How are you? How do

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I do it?

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For me? A little while too, because it was there

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and I had, I had she's no a friend of

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mine and she used to be my mentor, and I

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said to her, look, it's within me. I need you

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to kick me off that cliff. And so she did

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several achievements and it was face and then she started

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talking light language and then all of a sudden, it

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just blood came out. And I've never looked back since.

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Okay, I'm still asking how do I how do I

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seek and learn how to do the light language healing? Yep?

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So gosh, like I said, anybody can do it, but

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it's it's looking for a teacher that can can help

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you or can it tune you. That's how it works.

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Okay, So I need I need someone that's going to

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actually attune, as you say it, tune me.

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And yeah, yeah, it's more like opening up, Yeah, more

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opening up. And and like I said, dog. It didn't

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come for me straight away. It was very frustrated until

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I found the right teacher.

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And and as you go through that process, I know

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that you talk about your journey with one of self

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healing and you know so forth. There's something on your

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website that I love and if you don't mind, I

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like to read it. You know, finding yourself. Finding yourself

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is an uncovering of the hidden gem of the iridescent self,

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back to the neverland of the magnificent, wondrous, eternal light

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that you are. Life is about recovering the cell by

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removing the layered label conditioning you have adorned the self with,

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having transform the self into the multi layered frosted cake.

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I love that you are and reveling in the nakedness

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of who you truly and awesomely are and always have been.

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Be not who you are, not, but be who you

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are by defrosting the icing and popping out of the cake,

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merely by alchemizing one's experiences. Okay, so that's a lot

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of words, But the question is, how does one start

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to literally remove that multi layered frosted cake that they

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are and really start to become that eternal light of

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who they genuinely are. I think there's many many words

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that you can use that you know I am that

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I am, or just become all of those type of things.

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How does one go about doing that?

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It's really, first of all, taking counter bilits for your life,

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because people like to deflect a lot and like to

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blame others. Yeah, you know this person is doing this

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to me, This person is saying this about me. Who cares. Yeah,

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at the end of the day, you have to take

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responsibility for your life. I've had to do that. And

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just because I went through trauma in my childhood, you know,

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when I grew up, I had to I had to

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learn to forgive. You can keep saying, yeah, but this

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happened in my childhood. How can I forgive? How can

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I forgive myself? But it's so important. It's so important

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to learn to forgive yourself and have compassion and return

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to that love for yourself and just be gentle and

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we are not. So it was a real process for me.

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And the other thing is we've slept so many labels

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upon our minds, you know, the fear shame guild. I

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call them all these red own negatives, and we live

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our lives according to that conditioning. So in order to

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make these changes, it's looking at yourself in the mirror

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and saying, you know what, I really want to change.

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I am worthy of change, and I'm deserving of that.

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I'm deserving of a better life because we all are.

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But we are either our greatest builders or our greatest destroyers.

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And you know, we are creators, we are manifestors, we

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are energy. And so returning from that heaviness I always

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call it wor divine alchemists. So returning from that heaviness,

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that lad, it's all about healing ourselves and understanding our

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experiences and becoming a more enlightened version of ourselves. And

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it's not going to happen, you know, in one line, right,

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it takes time to heal and that is okay, But

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take that first step.

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Well, and as you talk about that, you know, the

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thing that comes to my mind is we've all had

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different experiences in our lives, and as children, some have

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had much worse experiences than others. But as we look

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at those experiences, how do we reframe those to rather

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than be victimized by them and thus be that lower

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level of victims versus looking at them from a standpoint

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of what can I learn or what have I learned

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or what has become better in my life because of

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those experiences, which obviously you have to face and relate to.

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But as I said, regardless of the trauma that we

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go through, we have beeg to create a better life

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for ourselves. And it's all about I said to you,

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taking that first step and getting the help that you need.

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Some people think it's beneath them to reach out and

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get counseling or you know, whatever healing you decide to pursue,

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because it has to align with your spirit. But I

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applaud those that take that first step to reaching out

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to someone or professional help because it is really really important.

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And it's like I said to you, doctor Doug, it's

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not easy. It wasn't easy for me either, But when

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I hit rock bottom pretty bad, and that wasn't the

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only time. Every time I did, I knew I needed help.

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And so that is what I did. I got that help.

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And so you started it sounds like with Reichy, and

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then you went from there. What were the steps that

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you took to the point that you got to be

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white language.

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Yeah. So, I mean I studied many other healing modalities,

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but for reiki, I called I've always said it was

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my saving grace. I mean, this teacher taught She said

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to me, Brita, why do you allow yourself to be

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treated like a doormat and people run all over you?

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And it was because I was so free to hurt

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other people. I just lived in fear. I lived with

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fear what people thought of me, and that is no

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way to live. But many of us do that, and

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it's the same in relationships. You know, we stay with

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people because we because it's normal to remain in this

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discomfort because we don't know what's on the other side

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of that fence, and so people like to remain in

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the known and remaining that disease within them themselves. That

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was never an option for me. I mean, yes, it

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was for many years until I snapped out of that.

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So so you studied so reiki.

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studied e f T. The Emotional Freedom Technique, which I

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really really love because it's such a simple it's such

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a simple healing process where you tap the emotions out

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of your system and so the trigger is gone, and

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so you've alchemized the experience and you can talk about

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it without being triggered. And oh, I studied, my word.

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It's like going down the list. What else did I study?

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Or relax therapy, angelic reiki, aroma therapy, a roma touch,

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just to name a few. I became a reiki master

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many years later. So I taught people as well. I

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attuned them. I gave workshops in meditative art by giving

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a meditation, then people would paint and I would explain

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to them what the painting meant and the relevance to

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their lives. I really enjoyed that. I even gave a

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pendulum workshop. But in all that time, even though I

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had studied, I was still going through pretty gnarly experiences.

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But I was able to teach. And again, you know,

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years later, in twenty sixteen, I hit rock bottom again,

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and it was merely the universe repackaging, repackaging a different

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character and thinking, oh, what's Berdita going to do now?

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And oh, I made the same mistake. It's really like

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trying to save someone, and yeah, it was. That was

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pretty pretty bad. And that was again, sometimes we are

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faced with so many challenges and it's finally when our

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back is against the wall that we're so exasperated that

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it's like, yeah, what are we going to do to

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make our lives better? And so again, I I mean

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I was pretty much you call it depressed. I mean,

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was crying and crying and on the floor and screaming

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at the universe because I didn't want to go on anymore.

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And when there was like a little great crumb and

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it came in the form of Tumbo Cumbo healing, which

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is shamanic frog medicine, and you know, my sister advised

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me of this and I went and it was so physical,

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so such a physical experience for me, but it's it

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turned my life around. And from that point on, I mean,

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I met my former mentor. I was kicked out of

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my household to speak by spirit or the universe, and

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I went to this first Unity church in the States

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in Saint Petersburg, and yeah, I met my former mentor

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there and walked through past lives and that's where I

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learned to channel. And I'm someone, I'm really someone that

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believes in development, that believes in progressing in life and

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from coming from a state of being kind of in

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that victimhood and running away from my emotions to where

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I'm now is a world of difference from like twenty

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years ago. But I'm still a work in progress.

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Well, but it took all of those experiences you had,

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with all the different modalities to where and even though

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you say you know you went back and you know,

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back down to a workplace and so forth, the reality is,

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at least for my impression is that they all were

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a foundation for you that as you move forward again,

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you were able to reach a higher and higher level

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for yourself that you were seeking to achieve.

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Yeah. Absolutely, And you know what holds us back the most?

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It's fear, fear and hear is you know, it's called

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full gosh the what I call it. I always say,

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it's well false evidence appearing real, But my guys always

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say it's actually falling endlessly or a rising revolutionary. The

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choice is yours, isn't it?

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Yes, Yes, that's that's so true. Well, and then you've

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written some books. I know one of the books that

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I saw is becoming authentically me. What is the message?

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What is the message in that? And if people were

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to read it, who would be the target audience that

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find some tremendous benefit from reading.

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That anyone would benefit from it. It's pretty advanced, but

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many people have said to me, it's just encoded with healing.

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Took me twenty years to write that first book, and

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because yes, I had to go through a lot more trauma,

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so I had to put it next to me. And

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then when COVID hit it was I mean, I'd started

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a new job, a corporate job, and my guides were like, Oh,

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you're going to finish it. You're going to write it now.

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I was like, are you serious? And so I was

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burning the midnight oil. But it is about the shift.

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The first part is about the shifting consciousness about why

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we're going through all these transformations in the world, and

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it's all about awakening. It's all about shifting our consciousness

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and ridding ourselves of that three D conditioning and returning

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to that love for ourselves and each other. So I

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talk about that. I talk about the Anakia, I talk

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about Atlantis, I talk about Lemuria, I talk about the

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fact that there is no death, and a lot of

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it is just channeled because I work a lot with

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the Ascended Master Saint Germain and Arkanejo Michael, and also

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the Egyptian deities. And then the second part of my

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book is about my life and all the trauma that

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I've been through, but I also touch on addiction, I

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touch on mental health, and I touch on depression. And

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that's the one thing they say, it's really depression is

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all about pressing, crossing the weight of the world that

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we carry on our minds because everything we collect, everything

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within our minds and we put it in the archives

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of our minds, and then it presses upon our hearts

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and we feel can this void in this emptiness, And

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